Tender Mercies

(Mom and Riley at 4th of July Parade...yes she sometimes doesn't like the camera)

Its been a week since the funeral, I can't get back to normal life.

I don't really want to do much of anything except what

is absolutely necessary.

I am trying to get through this funk I am going through.

I received two sweet letters that I call 

"tender mercies" in the mail today.

They said just what I needed to hear.

They both made me cry, and they both made me realize that we all go through struggles in life and that this is my test/trial and Heavenly Father is watching how I deal with it.

I think I am disappointment right now.

I am trying to do better, it is just a little difficult.

I need to realize that this is how it is suppose to be, and that

 I WILL see her/them again.

They are happy and at peace.

One day at a time...is all I can do right now.